5 Days Later

The goal of the two procedures that Vivian had done at the University of Chicago five days ago was to relieve pain and allow her some more time to be with her family.  Without the stents she likely would have passed away by now.  Her jaundice is hardly noticeable, so we know her liver is back doing what it should.  Her pain, however, has not subsided to the point she was hoping for.  Vivian has been doing a lot of resting the past two days and the moments of being completely present seem to be further apart and shorter in duration.  Solid foods are becoming more difficult to eat.  She clearly enjoys seeing and hearing her three grandchildren, giving Serge kisses, and seeing extended family members, as well as giving us small quips or eye rolls to express herself.  These are the very moments she wanted to have, and because of the procedures she gets to have them.  There are no regrets.  We know the time she has left is short, and we're grateful for every moment.